great depression

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Everything is about Myself.
I am such.
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jan

20061202 / 1:20 PM

Hello everyone.

I feel like changing my skin.
I feel like closing my blog.
I feel like a dickhead.
I feel horrible.

I want to ask many many many questions.
I want to go for bbq tonight. ))):
I want to be @ Escape Theme Park & get a tan & enjoy myself right now.
I want to be able to talk properly.
I want to stop sobbing for reasons like bacteria. Fuck you.

I need to know.
I need somebody.
I need to go out.
I need water.
I need to die. Yawn.

Life is boring & I can't study for nuts even if I'm stuck at home cos' I can't see properly & my mind is abit slooooow. I can't even contemplate what I can eat for dinner. Damn maybe I'll go bbq & feed on air for dinner ? Sure why not. [:

I don't want to get answers. I abhor falling sick & I totally hate feeling like this. I feel fucking hell pathetic. Sorry, haven't been spilling vulgarities for about a day. Teehee.

Being ill just makes you feel lonely more than ever right ? It probably makes you lose your mind HAHAHAHA. Like me yesterday. Hehehehehehe. Well, was quite fun. zz why do I get the feeling it isn't the illness but just me all along.

Anyway, I drank 3 bottles of Ice Mountain plain water in like half an hour ytd ! Beat that MUAHAHAHAHA. I could have doen better if it wasn't for the Pasta I ate before that. Who says I ain't taking care ? ;)

Thank you kinder bueno, hersheys, long john fries & Christina Tay. You owe yourself BIG TIME.

Somebody wrote "CONTROL YOURSELF" on the computer table. Guess its my brother. Gee, I hope he doesn't go bonkers like me HEE HEE HEE HAW HAW.

I WANT TO GO BBQ. D: shall go prepare soon. Somebody dine wimme' after that ? ):

where ?