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Everything is about Myself.
I am such.
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lp
saf
yt
gx
boo
jess
miss koh
gna
jan





20061104 / 1:36 AM

Okay haven't been online for very long I know but its late. Well, I have an ultra supportive family & they can't wait for me to quit my job HA HA. Cool loh !

Aiyah anyway I'm really busy & tmd got lots of things to plan. Wtfff even the 1 week Drama Camp. Haven't done E learning either. Probably going to pia out tomorrow night Arg. I'm going to dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Okay so it isn't that bad hee hee. I'm living back my old life (just that somethings aren't & won't ever be the same). Sigh- Emo emo & heavy feelings of regret. Don't know. I haven't been thinking like I used to you know ? I used to think so often & sometimes I sort things out, sometimes I don't. Still, it doesn't stop me from thinking and analyzing things but now I just leave things as they are even though the guilt trips irritates me.

Gosh, I should stop being so emo. Or maybe, I should, just like how I used to be. Hmmm. Think. HAHA. Must be the stupid anti-blink book. Hor ?
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Don't ask me why but I'm still feeling quite sour. Maybe the wound isn't as old as it seems; ironically, it feels raw.

I feel awfully baddddd when someone misses me, however, I feel blessed too.
You seriously set me thinking if whatever everyone is saying is true.. I'm being cynical perhaps ? Still..

How can someone care, but be so cold at the same time ?
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I thought about missed opportunities though. About, intentionally missed opportunities actually. I saw a book with the title What Might Have Been or something like that. Don't know lah. I'm feeling like (: ): [: ]: <: >: :/

I think I should stop think. SHIT I'M THINKING THAT I SHOULD STOP THINKING WHICH MEANS I'M STILL THINKING. Damn goodnight I have to wake up @ 630am tomorrow. Anybody too free wants to call me to wake me up ?


where ?